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When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared
I was so terrified. Then I saw you
and I promised myself that if I could just get up
I'd walk over to you
... I'd tell you how much I need you
and how much I want you... and how
nothing else matters.
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Agitated at the faultline, still agree to disagree. [April 9th, 2006 @ 4:05pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

I have had quite the weekend so far. Miss Kristyn came with me to New Hampshire for my cousin's birthday. Seriously, who knew hanging out with 10 year old kids could be so freaking hilarious. Oh the times.

"Want to see the meanest teacher in my whole school?"

hah. ♥

Ride home was fun, Kristyn and I took naps, even though her shoulder was jabbing into my ear and my forehead kept knocking off of her temple. Ouch. That was so a kodak moment. Damn.

Bought a camper, woot !! I absolutely love it, means lots of camping this summer, which equals love. Kristyn and I have a lot of plans for this summer, it's so going to be a blast, I`m pumped. Be jealous, be very jealous.

I really don't know if it'd make it all better but I let myself go and put it in a letter to you.
Cause I know I've been stupid and don't have a reason but I`m trying not to ruin the one thing I believe in ;; you.

don’t wanna be…

Your hands are shaking coldd. [March 18th, 2006 @ 2:28pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

♥ Concert was good, I`m good, all's well. Yay !!

Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears, put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And there's another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay

2 don’t wanna be…

faith is running low;; i need a miracle now. [March 11th, 2006 @ 9:34pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Last night was a blast, tonight was a blast. Hung out with Kristyn, Ben, and Mark♥ last night. Had a super fun night as always. Tonight I went to the movie's with my mom, Mark's mom, and Mark's sister. That was also fun too. Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end, right?

I guess it's all too true. Having a rough night I guess, just a little (okay a lot) upset. I just don't like when people talk, and I don't like to hear about it, or talk about it, or anything about it. But whatever.

I guess I just wanted to update because I didn't like my last one, and I wanted this one to replace, but I`m not sure I like this one any better. =\ Oh well. I`m bored, this will help take my mind off things, maybe, maybe not.

and from here on out when that certain day of that certain month comes
it will continue to break my heart
but i'll still count it as if we're together
because in my heart, we will be together, always.

6 don’t wanna be…

Suck uppp * [March 8th, 2006 @ 8:29pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I was just thinking, and came across some songs that I really liked. Actually they were at quotewhore, under the category "your song." You know, couple's songs that whenever they hear it they think of each other, and they call it "their song".... I think it's adorable. Cheesy, obviously, but adorable.

♥I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

♥I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

♥Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Damn ;; I want a song. =) Those were cute, made me kind of want to cry. But I didn't. My horoscope today was so true, it was kind of scary. Eek.

Time for bed pretty soon, I was just feeling kind of lovey-dovey and mushy, and decided to break out the love songs, had to put them somewhere. I need to stop thinking so much, before bedtime. It makes me sad.

I love you Mark Mckenna. ♥♥

6 don’t wanna be…

So pull me from that pedestal, I don't belong there. [March 7th, 2006 @ 2:58pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

♥ Concert in 9 days, so pumped.
♥ No OTH for 3 weeks, which sucks.
♥ Going to prom, and oh-so-excited for that.
♥ The weather's gotten so much nicer, and that's always a plus.
♥ I might go do some pilates right now, so peace out homies.

Because one day you wake up and realize that the people you love,
you're hurting them with your actions.
And they all say "Just eat!" and you smile, every time,
and wish it was just that easy.

PS;; I love you * :)

1 don’t wanna be…

Get carried away * [March 1st, 2006 @ 4:21pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Just the highlights :

-- Toby Keith and Joe Nichols concert tomorrow, with my new cowboy boots ;)
-- One Tree Hill tonight, the sad episode, with Mark ♥

Well, that's about all I can think of !


5 don’t wanna be…

Best friends means best friends forever. [February 21st, 2006 @ 2:10pm]
[ mood | I just need to pee ]

Vacation is going pretty sweet so far :) Kristyn and Mark came over last night, we played some Trivial Pursuit 2, DVD Edition. But Mark had to leave before we finished. Kristyn spent the night, left this morning.

I have a game today at the ACC, great, I guess. Kayla's coming over after !! Yay, I`m so glad we're finally gonna hang out. *

Mi padre is in Florida, and it's his birthday today. I`m pretty jealous, although he's just down there to take care of his friend. Still !

&&&& I`m still scared. I hate when people leave, and I`m trying really hard not to live in the past, or think too much about how the future is going to SUCK for me, and try to live in the moment, and just be happy, which I am. I just know how hard it's gonna be in the end. *siiighs*

The lessons you unknowingly taught me

Are engraved deep within my thoughts

The things i’ll never forget

Are the very things you’ll never remember

don’t wanna be…

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